Welp. I've been 5/1'd

Welp. I’ve been 5/1’d.

I had a situation happen today that I know to have handled very professionally that resulted in the person quite literally making a shitload of assumptions about me, my intentions, and my feelings.

Honestly, I’m pretty used to it.

My 5/1 profile in Human Design means that people project their shit onto me all the time. People are constantly assuming they know my intentions because THEY think a specific way so I must think the same way. They think they know who I am and how I “should” show up in the world. When I don’t, they get upset and accuse me of whatever they feel about themselves when they themselves don’t measure up.

My perfectionistic tendencies definitely stemmed from attempting to reach other people’s expectations, which eventually turned into me creating ridiculously high standards for myself. That eventually resulted in me causing so much self-harm in my 20s.My profile also means that people pedestal me. I’ve been called an angel, the sweet girl-next-door, the Disney princess archetype.That’s nice and everything, but is ultimately all projection. And frankly that shit is way too hard to live up to.

So fuck perfection. Here’s an outtake from my photo shoot I never would have posted before because of its imperfections.

All hail the velociraptor hand!