It’s been a Kali kind of life over here lately.
Back in April, Beth and I went away for a week for my birthday.
It was the first actual time off I’d taken in three years.
We stayed in the home of someone who had an altar erected to Kali.
I prayed to her at the time: “I KNOW I’m out of alignment. Whatever needs to happen, can you just make it happen gently, please?”
It’s been pretty gentle. It has NOT been easy.
Also, the not easy-ness hasn’t necessarily meant “horrible.”
It’s actually been quite glorious.
Gentle crumbling has been occurring in all the areas:
My job- aka, I no longer have one because I’m my own boss now!
My health- destructive behaviors falling away
Our home- the search for our new home begins!
My relationship with my partner- greater emotional intimacy
My relationship with myself- the highest levels of self-love I’ve ever experienced
Part of why ruins are so fascinating to us is that they’re also still so beautiful in their disrepair.
Similarly, my life is beautiful in all its mess.
The reconstruction is underway.
Magic wands and glitter bombs,
🦄 Mallory🦄
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